
It has now been nearly a week and Sasha is still at the vets and will be for a while :(.
They have had to put a feeding tube to go straight to her belly as she has not been eating enough.
She can be a picky eater even when she is well and refuses to eat when stressed so I'm not surprised she has not been eating much being in pain and in a strange place with strange people.
They have taken some xrays today to make sure everything is still in place (this is when they put the tube in as well) and everything is fine.
We should be able to go and see her tomorrow and will be allowed to go and see her from now on :).
They will not let her to come home until she is fine with just oral pain killers and they are sure she is eating enough to sustain her weight and little extra to aid the healing process.
The tube sounds like such an invasive thing to do but we have been assured by the vet it really is better to get goodness in her via the little tube instead of force feeding her and stressing her out doing it.
The tube is at the back of her neck so she should not even really notice it being on high doses of pain killers she is on anyway.
She can eat via her mouth even now the tube is in and she has been eating a little but not enough to sustain her, being a large dog.
For us, it has been an awful weekend.
I even started to think maybe we should not put her through this all...
Have we been selfish putting her through this all?
When do you decide enough is enough and let them go?
The vet has not even mentioned that possibility and has been/is positive it should all turn out fine so I just have to trust their judgement...
I'm usually very positive and strong person but I have to say my positiveness has crumbled and deep down I'm struggling to keep positive and strong.
I just want to have a crying fit and go to bed and hide in there until everything is better!
I hope seeing her with my own eyes will help me to pick myself up again, I think I'm having withdrawal symptoms and feeling down and worrying even more just because I have not seen her!