
Did that when I brought my dog home from surgery.
She was 16 weeks old, and the whole way to the vets in the morning (had to drive a couple hours) I was like, I dont really want to do this. If her ears stand by the time I get there, I am turning right around to go home.
Well, we got there, and the dr looked her over, and I signed the piece of paper saying she could get her ears done.
My friends are good friends with the vet, and since they were in the back, the vet let me stand in the back. I watched them do the surgery, it was horrid. I tried so hard not to cry.
Then when she came out of anesthetic, all she did was scream. I lost it. I started crying.
When I got home, I felt so bad, for putting her through a surgery. I held her all night long, in my arms. I didnt go to sleep at all. I watched her, and kept looking at the stitches on her ears, and thinking, well maybe I shouldnt have had it done. She was so cute, and now look at her, in pain.
I held her all the time, cuddled, and had very little sleep until her ears healed.
Next pup, I wont be so eager to crop.