Got my results yesterday.  The lump that the consultant removed was malignant:(, he also said the lump had got storks growing from it.  I have to start chemotherapy in the next fortnight as a precautionary measure. He said that everything visible to the human eye to do with the lump was removed but the chemo is for any microscopic cells etc that could not have been seen.  The consultant though was wonderful and I have nothing but praise for him.  He offered me counselling to talk about not being able to have children of my own. There is a 24 hour support team for the oncology department too so that is good.  I feel as positive as I can be i suppose.  I know that the chemo is not going to be nice but the only way i can look at it is that it a means to an end and that it is extra medicine. 

Michelle x

What an emotional roller-coaster for you, Michelle. :( Hopefully chemo will get you in the clear before too long. {{{{{hug}}}}}

I can't imagine how it must feel to be told that. :(  I just want to say, you sound so positive, so keep that up, and we'll be thinking of you. :)

Dawn R.

Oh Sweetpea!
Ditto the words above..In following your previous posts Ive been struck with such admiration at what an amazing attitude you have to this,Keep it up Tiger!! even an ounce of that great spirit of yours is worth more than Gold!
I found this website, hope its of use;
http://www.ovacome.org.uk/Home
It looks like a really good support group :)
And dont forget..you have your own personal support group here Michelle!
{{Great big Ginormous Hug}} xxx

Positive thinking goes a long way towards beating these things, so keep it up :)

Hi  Michelle,

Your in my thoughts and prayers - you're going through a helluva time but sound as though you're coping so much better than many could.  Try and stay positive -  I've known several people beat this disease and they had a very positive outlook, just like you, about the chemo etc. and we're all here rooting for you ;)

Wishing you a speedy recovery.
Luv Teri x  

Yep, I second everything Teri says :)

Michelle, I will be praying for you and know how hard it is to stay positive about these things...If you have a bad day, let it happen, lean on those that know and understand you, let their love surround and support you and never ever be afraid to admit you're afraid or upset! I admire you tremendously and I'm amazed at your capacity to stay positive, GOD BLESS YOU!!! Love Dawn XX

Aww Michelle :-(

So sorry to hear this.....i'll keep everything crossed for you xx

{{{hugs}}} to you xx

So sorry to hear this, try to stay positive and as others have said, try to lean on those who know you best. 

Thinking of you

Dill

Big Hugs from me too.

So sorry you are going to need more treatment Michelle.  I hope you get through that phase as quickly and smoothly as possible and receive all the support you need in getting your life back on track and moving forward again to better days.

Thinking of you Michelle........  x

Hi Michelle,

Ditto what everyone has said as they have all said it so well :-)

Your a brave person. I do really hope at times the saying a problem shared is a problem halved is true in these times.

Chin up you will scare anything away with such a positive attitude :-)

Hugs Pam

Oh Michelle, that's terrible news. It will be hard but try to keep those spirits and hopes up. It sounds like you have already gotten in touch with a support group to help you through this all- that's good. My company sells products that help find those metastatic cells and I find this site very informative if you want to know about the science. I'll be sending healing thoughts your way.

Thinking of you :)  :)

Daisy

I can't say anything that hasn't been said on here already, Michelle - but you have my love, healing thoughts and prayers.

Come on here and vent when you feel down - we'll do our best to lift you.

{{{{MEGA HUGS}}}}

Love Margot xxx

Hope this is an end to a knew beginning :) best ((((hugs)))

All positive vibes going your way, Michelle

Jo

Aww so sorry, good luck to you getting through the chemo, thoughts and prayers from here  too.;-)

Hi Michelle

I am sorry to hear the bad news about the results :(

Stay as positive as you can and I am sure you will get through this.

Take Care

Lucy
xx

((((((((Hugs))))))))) to you, I have been away at the caravan for a couple of weeks so have missed most of your thread, just try and stay positive, we are alll here for you.

Will be thinking of you, and you know we're all here for you ((((hugs))))

libs xx

Just adding my best wishes to the others....keep your chin up girl! We're all sending positive thoughts your way
Archer