By Carrie
Date 26.10.04 12:03 UTC
My 13 yr. old Lab had a horrible convulsion on Thursday night, then another a couple nights later. I took her to the vet and he ran all kinds of tests. Her liver is failing. He gave her antibiotics just in case she has a bacterial infection. That may or may not be the cause of her demise. He gave her some stuff to help break down digestive bi-products to make it easier on her liver and he prescribed a diet of mostly carbohydrates....very low protein.
She is old. She has had a good, happy life with lots of fun times. So, why then do I feel so rotten? Why does it not ever get easier when you've gone through this sort of thing many times before? She's been in my life for quite a long time and is associated with so many good times with my kids, riding with my horse and me on trails. She's been such a good companion, so sweet and loveable. It's like she's taking those times away with her. But of course, that's nonsense. Those things are memories.
I don't know how much longer I'll have her in my life, not long I expect. I'm so sad.
Why do we keep getting dogs and going through this? I guess because they are so much more than death and losing them is.
Carrie