
lol yeah more than likely , I Think you get what I mean !, and you'd probebably word it a lot better than me!, after all Im just one of these Bods from these estates, only I Now happen to live in a house across the road from All of them on the estate and I understand and care for my dogs a lot more than most as my dogs are my family , iv always , even as a child had trouble relating to people And have Always been in better company with the dogs iv had growing up,i was last year at the age of 40 years old diagnosed with Bi-polar disorder , because of issues iv had even as a child that still bug me even more so today but because i speak my mind and wont conform to the lower standards that im ment to this council and the socioty around me find that i must be the one with problem,(and i have a boy whos 12 years old on thursday nxt week who was diagnosed with Autisum on the THAT DREADED DAY 9/11 ), and i honestly am just starting to think this goverment and its councils officals just love to lable us all,
May be im Wrong and its prob the BP talking , but i honestly belive that its everyone else in MY Society around me thats got the problem and not me or my son,
as all you lot on here seem to live in what I'd call normal areas with normal people, here i feel their are a lot of wierdos and my eldest sons been mugged 7 times in 4 years , i just think its all enough to drive anyone over the edge really,
I live in the middle of the OLD KENT ROAD (cheapest place on the monopaly board lol)
And may be you all can tell me is it Normal for your local Adsa store to have an African man in your Asda car park (who dont work for Asdas)with a clip board directing You where to park your car Cos he is saving parking places for the local African church goers ,
NOW IM made to feel like the bad girl because I cant park in asdas to do a shop today because im ushered out by the African church goers, if i complain (which i have done then im told im being Racist) lol , Even tho my OH is Black and my children mixed raced, i really dont give a toss what colour anyone is , as far as im concerened if you aint shopping at asdas then Dont park their cos i want to shop their and feel if i doin so i should at least be able to use their car park to do it, OHHHHH but not on a Sunday as its African pray day with 3 places of worship all withing 100feet of another , you ain got a hope in hell of moving around here on a sunday,
my African neighbours last night where playing musical cars with the limited spaces outside the houses in my road and one of their drunk friends came out to move a car that was parked behined mine then she moved another car in its place and as i have CCTV outside focased on my car because of previous damage to it by this lot , i caught her smashing into my parked car, i went out told her it was all on cctv she spat in my face and told me where to shove my cctv, (nice where i live isnt it :-( ) my car now has a huge dent in the back and i know she shounld not even have been driving the car as it belongs to one of the sisters whose gone back to africa, police are bloody usless , honestly i feel i just cant wait to die really living around here its really the pits of the earth, ,
Anyway Am i Bipolar ? i really dont no, i think if you cant put up with the crap around here then you may well need to be labled as something, because the way people behave just is alot to handle at times and just does not seem resanable to me but then im the one whos ment to have the mentle problem lol, all i really want is a peaceful life with no hassles is that to much to ask?,,
estate life is for sure a lot harder than it ever used to be, half the thugs living around here dont have any parents watching them , their sent here to stay with relitives and offten end up alone, one of my sons muggers who got caught by police few years ago was 14 years old living here on his own cos mum and dad wher in their own country and an aunt was ment to be caring for the boy, only when they got to court did we find out NO ONE was responsable for this lad,,
this countrys gone mad and im one of those who they want to label cos i see the madness going on around me, but we are not ment to speak of it,