Hi just wanted to tell someone today would be Ingas 11th birthday ,I lost her Christmas Eve and its really hard thinking of her today, I was thinking of taking her ashes or some of them out on a walk today and scattering them(Ido this with all my dogs when they die and bury the rest of the ashes in the garden) but I just don,t know if I,m ready yet.
Think I,ll just take my other girl and go visit Ingas brother with a birthday pressie for him then I,ll probably come home and have a good cry again .
Still really struggling to get over this thanks anyone for listening.

I'm thinking of you and Inga and will have a wee tear for you as well.  Have a good cry and a walk, it does help.  Christmas Eve, boy, that's hard.

Thinking of you, this is a hard thing to weather.
Have some cyber hugs....

Karen x

So sorry it is stil so hard for you :-(

Lucy
xx

Big hug here too XXX

Oooh Sharon!!

Im sooooooo sorry I was off line over Christmas and so missed this :(
(((((((((Huuuge HUG)))))))))))))))))
It fair rips the heart out of your chest doesnt it......
I think you'll know when the time is right, wait til you know x
Meanwhile.... Here with Hugs, waterproof shoulder, big cuppa, chocolate.... you name it!!
(How about a Blog for her? x)
Lots of love, thoughts go with you, Liv xxxxxx

Sharon,
As you may or may not be aware I lost my old girl Gemma on 4th December.
I still have her casket on my mantel piece, and I still hold her collar at night asking her questions that are going through my head at the moment (bad time for a number of reasons)
What I am trying to say is I know what you are going through, and not a day goes by without me thinking about her/ talking and thinking she is still here, and it is nearly 2 months since I lost her.
Take care, we are always here for you.
Lea xxxx

You are right to remember Inga - and crying is allowed.  Hugs for you.  Jean

Thanks everyone it helps to share your feelings I,m sure one day things will seem better , I can,t get past the fact she was the last of our own homegrown babies and that really hurts at the moment,I know I must move on but its just so hard.
Good idea about the blog Liv bur I,m not sure what to write or how these things work do I just use it to write down howe I,m feeling because if so you,ll all be so depressed reading it .
Oh by the way has the parcel arrived at your house yet?