
Just a little update as I went in today and I nearly blew my top but held off.
I spoke to one of my colleagues who said I should not go and that I should consider becoming a team leader. She said I would be sadly missed by all.
The senior nurse also spoke to me and said not only would the staff miss me she would too as I'm a good carer who does go the extra mile for residents. She talked about how valued I was and how the affect of leaving can have on the residents and it did make me think.
My brain tells me to leave yet my heart tells me to continue to bring a ray of sunshine to those who need me.
I can't bring myself to leave after thinking about it. I guess I have a soft heart but in a way I do make a difference and not being there will affect the residents.
Life is just not easy at times.