By bobo ![[gb]](/images/flags/gb.png "United Kingdom")
Date 14.02.05 13:11 UTC
had awful night, with girls crying and me on sleeping pills that don't work, but just wanted to say thankyou so much for all your prayers and kind words. it really does help even to see his name in print and knowing so many people are thinking of us. do just feel so strange, not even sad, but just numb and not real.but thankyou all so much.
By Spook
Date 14.02.05 15:36 UTC
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready, in Heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,
for all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized, that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories, would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is Eternity, all I've promised you".
Today your life on Earth is past, but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things, you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here,
in your heart.
David M. Romano
For Bobo......thinking of you all at this sad time xxxx
Just to add my sincere condolences, Bobo, on the loss of your dear husband.
Hard though it is to come to terms with the death of a loved one, I try to remember the words - 'A time to be born, a time to die..'. I firmly believe that we all have 'our time' and, no matter what we do, think or say, God gives and takes life according to His purpose.
I'm sure that your family and friends will be a source of great strength and comfort to you and your children at this time.
Joyce
xx
You are feeling numb as you are in shock. In the next few days/weeks your feelings will change so much so don't think that what you are feeling is wrong, it is how you are coping with it all, it will feel like a rollercoaster ride at times. Make sure you have somebody to talk to as you will find it really helps, and don't bottle things up and most importantly cry, it is a good release :)
Bobo, I am so so sorry for your tragic loss. My prayers are with you, your twins and Bruno. So very sorry.
Bobo, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Try not to feel guilty, he'll have known how much you love him. Remember him, not as he was in his last days, but as he was when he was well and the good times you shared. My heart goes out to you and your girls. It can be a very cruel world that we live in. My thoughts are with you, your girls and Bruno. Simone x
Bobo,, Ive sent you a p.m.