
This is something I have always said I would never go down.. but it seems it may be something I will have to put my convictions to the test on, in the next few days...
So I just wonder if anyone can give me some positive opinions on their experiences.
I an still not convinced it will be the right option to take, but all experiences will be helpful.
Brief history... my boy has been suffering with an eye problem since the end of September , beginning October.. started with what we though to be Conjunctivitis.. after a couple of visits to my vet , as it was not getting any better.. Will (my vet ) with more in depth investigation, diagnosed Glaucoma, which he had been successfully treating for a while now... over Xmas , Bandit developed an Ulcer on the eye..again , it has been responding to treatment...or so we thought.
On our check up visit on Monday of last wk,... Will was concerned that there is more to this than we can see... well thats not true... his eye is protruding...(bulging) out of the socket... according to Will when pressure is applied to the eye and surrounding area... you should have some "spring" to the eye.. (if you push your eye slightly , it will bounce back) this does not happen.
So with that in mind Will suspected a mass behind the eye.
On Thursday of last week we visited a eye specialist.. for more in depth examinations.
1) Bandit is completely blind in the eye.. and after couple of hrs of tests... and Ultra sound, she has identified a mass behind the eye....
There was a possibilty it might be just a cyst, but the results of the U S , ruled that out.
On Monday , we are saw a neurologist , and he had a MRI scan.... which has shown a large mass (tumor) behind the eye... thankfully it has not spread to his brain, or the nervous system around his face, bu tit has spread to the muscle below the eye..
But the fact is.. there is a mass, it does not matter whether it is benign or malignant.. it is growing , and the nature of the position, will make it difficult to remove.
On Thursday we are again down to see the eye specialist , where she is going to remove the eye and as much as the tumor as possible..
I have to say at this point, that I am extremely grateful to all vets involved , working so quickly for my boy... the neurologists said, that the eye will be giving him considerable pain, and it is imperative it comes out.. regardless of the outcome of all else...
She has also said that if the mass spreads into the nerval system around the face, it will be time to call it a day..as it will be excruciatingly painful and they will not be able to control to with any pain relief.
But with a little hope , and if what has shown up in the MRI is accurate (with no hidden extras) they may be able to remove most if not all the mass.
Hence we come to the Chemo and Radiotherapy............do I dont I... I will make that decision when and if it needs to be made.
My only experience with either has been negative, from people I know who say,, they regret going down that road.
So i dont really know what I am asking... just reassurance I guess, and some positive opinions...
We need to take this last step, it has been roller coaster of a week, and I am exhausted with the worry... I just need to know now... and ge ton and deal with the outcome .
But the most important thing will be my boy... he quality of life will take president over all else.
Thanks for listening, and all experiences will be welcomed.