By kayc
Date 02.10.07 18:34 UTC
I have never really known just what the word 'decision' really means.. and for years people in my breed have been asking me for advice .. 'what should I do?' I gave my answer in the best possible way even if I thought it meant the worst.. letting go.. its so easy to sit on the fence. I never really understood what that word meant to people... decisions...
when I asked another couple of breeders opinions, they simply said.. what would be the advice you would give if somebody asked you what should they do... and I knew... sometimes the odds are just stacked against you... and you have to do whats right for puppy, and not for yourself..
This is the 1st time I have ever made a decision on a young puppy.. always have battled on, beating the odds, and won the bloody war... if I had kept him going, he would have been a casualty of that war, of my selfishness in wanting to win the battle... I made the only decision I could.. I gave him eternal peace
I hope I never have to make a decision like that again...
thank you all for being there with me..
Kay
xx