Aww Bless ya Donna :( {{{hugs}}} to you X

Hi Donna
I do understand exactly what you are going through, it's almost a year since Spangler died, and there isn't a day that goes by without my shedding a tear for him.  Some days it is just a tear or I feel sad, but other days I can't stop sobbing :( :(

I'm sure most people on here will understand what you are going through!

Thing is, these beautiful dogs come into our lives and leave us wide open for a broken heart, they give so much love, pleasure, companionship and loyalty, and when they are no longer around there is a huge void in our lives :(

Thank goodness we were the lucky ones that had them because they were worth every single second of the heartache we were left with and I'm sure you are like me in that we would do it all again for them, and we do have some wonderful memories of them don't we :)

You say time heals slightly and it does, but we will never forget them because they were so special to us.

Cry as much as you need to - it does help, he is no longer in pain and will be running free at the bridge, probably met up with Spangler and having a wonderful time :)

Maria xx

Thank you for the comments about 'Charlie'
This time last year i was at the stage of crying non stop... constantly
Today a year and a day later ive almost got through the day without welling up.... (yesterday was different i didnt get dressed..or cook.. thank god for chip shops!)
I still dont go down the isle in tesco where they do ham... i just cant...
However im a stronger person now to what i was then
I know know its almost normal to be heartbroken
I still miss my boy... i miss his smell...his kisses..his wanting to be with me
There isnt a week that goes by that i dont buy him flowers

I guess im getting there

Thanks all... you kept me sane in my darkest hours

Much love Donna x
(and charliex)