having been through a very emotional time recently, i wanted to thank all of the members for the confort and support.
it has'nt been easy lately coping with my 2 kids, 1 of which is disabled, running the house, training the pup and coping with the collie and my dear old mum who i have with me.
Hubby has been a saint and ive had my cries and depression.
Ive been off line all weekend and rested, im feeling alot better and most of the way i feel now is thanks to the support from this forum.
Despite the ups and downs of this forum i can honesly say to any new members stick with it, ignore the negative or nasty sarcasms you may get because the majority of members are very genuine and caring and are a god send when you need help, advice or just a friend.
im off for a long stiff drink now and turning this pc off.
Thanks again everyone
xx

Havnt replied to any of your posts GSD sam, but have read them.
Glad you are feeling a bit better and glad everyone was of help :)
Hang on in there
Lea :)

Make that three drinks gsd sam - a girl guide is always prepared!

Hope this week is easier for you. :)

Jo

Thanks Sam - glad to have been of some (?) service - just hang in there girl - and remember that the light at the end of the tunnel can be just that!!

Good days, bad days, we've all had them, and the beauty of CD is that you really can say what you feel - and someone out here will know EXACTLY what you are going through!  Bigg {{{hugs}}} all round - good night - sleep well - if not well - at least some!

Margot

Hi Sam, glad to hear you decided to stay, as Margot has said, the beauty of Champdogs is that there will always be someone who understands how you feel; and then there'll be someone who wants to argue about it :D :D  It's just taking the good with the bad, and the good far out weigh the bad ;)

liberty

Actually your post and some of the replies really helped me.  I was beggining to think I was some weird sick person for still having such strong negative feelings over 13 years after the events.

hi all, ive had my drink and its ready for bed e byes.
could'nt resist one last look at cd though.
i am sad???no im blo''dy addicted lol.
Its taken me a few long hard days to get my mind back on track but hopefully i am a ok now.
its horrible when your body and mind suddenly goes into full shut down.
I was feeling strange several weeks ago but just plodded on and ignored the mood swings and tiredness.
i am always the tower for everyone family, friends.
id had enough.
it was the forum that really pushed me over that cliff, well long story..
it did me good and at the same time did me harm BUT
thats life!
Ive always been taught that honesty is the best policy and you dont let anyone walk over you.
That was what my late father god bless him always said to me so im not going to let him down again, im going to carry on being that tower, speak my mind and carry on being an honest down to earth person.
The only rule i will introduce is TIME OUT FOLKS
when im low everyone can take a back seat and give me some support for a change at home.
Anyway bed...goodnight all..